The Child of Seras
Chapter XVII
The Smallest Player
Corporal Braxton walked out of the locker room for the first time in a week. It had taken almost that long to convince his wife that hed gotten jumped on the way back from work and that he was on sick leave all that time. Hed always hated having to keep his job from her, but how else could he have explained it? Even if she was in the know, the story written in his bruised and swollen face was too strange for even him to completely understand. Even now as he was flanked by Hellsings art collection in the main hall, he still wasnt sure how he felt about it.
Most of the other soldiers hadnt given him too much flak over the incident so far. He still hadnt seen Mick, Reilly, or Jackson, though it didnt take much imagination to figure out their feelings on the matter. Then there was the Seras kid himself.
When Braxton had asked about him, all he got were shrugs. None of them, except the three responsible for his lost molar, had even seen him. He had made the mistake of approaching Victoria on the way in, who answered his question with a stare that promised murder if he so much as coughed in her direction. All he gathered was that hed been released from the sick bay two days earlier.
About two hours into his investigation, Braxton gave up and elected join the others at the range. His best grouping was five inches, especially poor considering he was one of the best shots in his squad. He blamed on his eye, which was still bruised and sore from all the fluorescent lighting in the range.
Then, on the last hour of his shift, he ran into the kid in the hallway. Braxton froze, unsure if he recognized him. He was walking close to the wall to Braxtons left as he turned the corner toward the sub basement, staring straight ahead, no longer with the darting uncertainty was once his signature, but with a determined focus more becoming of a chess player than the awkward kid he had known. Crooked in his arm was a stack of books whose titles Braxton couldnt make out, and before he had the chance to try he realized that the kid had stopped and turned to face him.
Do you need one of these? he asked, his voice serious yet strangely calm, not unfriendly but not warm, either, like two pressed sheets of paper being slid against each other; the voice of a professional.
Braxton looked up and saw the fruit of his actions in the light of the hallway. The scars, beginning at the right corner of his mouth, branched out like a leafless tree whose trunk formed a slight, passive scowl on his face. When paired with the determination in his eyesone that seemed to be permanently discoloredhe looked as though he was always searching for something he couldnt quite pin down.
Scars on a vampire? Hed seen the big one, Alucard, get blown into hamburger meat and stick himself back together with nary a scratch to remember it by. Then again, Victoria still had that scar from the number Anderson did on her, so maybe he was an exception. Braxton recalled the ten minutes of concentrated agony hed heard through the vents at the behest of his compatriots. Sure, he was healed and on his feet, just like hed predicted, but could any amount of healing take those minutes back?
The library has copies if you need them, he said, betraying no impatience.
Braxton suddenly felt like a Nazi standing before a Holocaust survivor. This boy, who wasnt even old enough for the army, had been through as much pain as any war veteran he had ever known, and here he was, staring at the cause of it all, asking him if he needed any books.
Nah, Im
fine, Braxton answered slowly, broken from his trance. He was in the middle of deciding whether to apologize or do an about face when the kid saved him the trouble of doing either.
You can stop worrying, Corporal, said Rivers.
He almost, in a fit of mindlessness, said about what, but he knew full well that under any sensible circumstance, it would have cost him a few more teeth. So he just stared dumbly and waited for him to continue.
Whats done is done. I dont like holding grudges or stirring bad blood. Hellsing has enough on its plate already, and the last thing I want to be is the center of any more problems. What Mick and the others did to you was out of line, and Ive told them so. Were all here for the same reason,
He kneeled for a moment, carefully tilting his books sideways in his hand to set the down on the ground. He stood back up on held out his right hand.
And Im not ready to let one honest mistake make me forget that, are you?
Braxton took another look at his hands, and noticed, for the first time, that one of them was missing, cut off almost at the shoulder. He looked back up at his eyes, waiting patiently, almost hopefully, for his response.
No. he answered finally, Im not.
Braxton took the vampires hand and shook it once. He smiled slightly through his scar, and Braxton responded in kind, albeit less surely. He took the stack of books to his arm again and said, Ill be seeing you in the field, Corporal. Hopefully, in uniform.
Braxton nodded and watched him disappear through secret compartment behind the portrait of Queen Elizabeth. The painting slid shut and the most peculiar feeling hit Braxton, some sort of impact left behind by the presence of the young vampire. It was not the kind that followed meeting someone important, like the Queen or the Prime Minister, nor was it the kind that preceded the meeting of someone of such note. It was a nameless, fleeting certainty thatwhether his actions played a part or nothed crossed paths with someone who would one day be the Queen or the Prime Minister; perhaps something even more. The kind that had him imagining himself as an old, retired veteran, telling his grandchildren what occurred on this night.
And then, as Braxton headed back to the locker room to begin his trek home, it passed, not even staying long enough for him to remember it. His wife was cooking brisket tonight, and he wasnt missing it for the world.
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